Looking back, it indeed was a roller coaster ride year for me, so many ups that make me happy like ever before, but yet the sad part never fails to tag along . I've done things that i never knew could be so right until people tell me, and also things i knew it was so wrong i could be killed . Not trying to be exaggerating here but i'm talking from my heart . This year was a year to train me up, next year will be no different . I foresee i have even more obstacles to overcome, which i eventually will, it's the matter of time and my perseverance to the problem .
There're so many things left undone, so many things left unspoken . But time waits for no one, reality changes for nobody and fantasy wakes zero people up . Another year, another time, another fresh new chapter for us to start .
I want the best for my mom this year, no one else . I want her to be happy, that's all . I do not wanna dwell into details because there're simple too many for her . She might not have told me all, but some is enough for me to worry what she's been going through while i party my life away . I dare say, i live for people around me . Without them, i am nothing . Thus, i am grateful to people who helped me, who hate me, who betrayed me, who did all the things to me, thank you . You people made what i am today, now, this minute and this very second .
It always is and has been a day of reflection for me on the last day of the year . I wonder if anyone felt the way i do, because the minute the clock strikes 12 midnight tonight, i will feel brand new, fresh and really ready to start everything new . It happens every year when the first second of the time comes, i have no idea why, but i just feel it . Perhaps, it's the way i think and do things, that result me to let go of the past and start things new .
Happy New Year to everyone and anyone . =)
P.S. The missing husband part is piling up so high i think i'm gonna burst soon, perhaps, this means i'm soon getting sick of clubbing .
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